mother_hearted: (Shepard // ME3)
Long time no substantial update!

...hahah |D;

&; Main fandoms as of late: Disgaea, Dangan Ronpa (1&2), Teen Wolf, Mass Effect, and Silent Hill.
&; I will be 21 next month...! Yay? \o/;
&; NaNoWriMo is also next month!! I am more excited about that, lmao. There will be lesbians, magic, and lots of fight scenes. Because I need more practice with fight scenes.
&; I have been listening to a lot of Korean pop lately. I like it.
&; My 3 month anniversary with my girlfriend was on the 15th ♥
&; I withdrew from UConn after attending about a month of the semester 8|; It wasn't a good decision and I regret spending that money. However, that's in the past and I am looking forward to starting my Full Time Massage Therapy program in January! By December 2013 I will graduate and be able to sit for my licensing exam, where afterwards I will be a legit Massage Therapist 8D!
&; I've been having some... introvert friend troubles. Not sure what I'm going to do. Know I am going to let certain people leave my life because I frankly don't want them to be apart of it anymore.
&; Have been trying to walk everyday. Along with the recent addition of weights my mother unearthed from the basement, I have started doing reps, looking forward to rebuilding the muscles in my arms.
mother_hearted: (Guillo // Baten Kaitos Origins)
Buh, I woke up and my cold got worse. Here's hoping if I take today and my day off on Monday to get my drink, food, and motherfuckin' rest on I'll be okay.

&; Semester is going well! The only class I'm worried about it actually Photography, which is hilarious in retrospect. It's my elective that counts as nothing that I only took because Izy asked me to and while I really like developing film and making prints, the professor is just not a good teacher @_@ He's an excellent photographer but shit. He does not know how to organize or distribute information in an efficient way. Drives me crazy.
&; As recent posts would show, I have fallen in love with Fallout: New Vegas *_____* OC building and world building yeeeeees. I've never played a game where you custom create a character to play through such a consequential world. It's a very stimulating and exciting way to roleplay. I am already in love with the gal I've created, Ladybug ♥
&; I am not in a rp game right now but I've been memeing it up and laskfjlask;jfs. Yesterday night I just finished this thread. I'm Henry, while my very talented partner played both Walter and Alex *A* We plotted it out on the fly as we played and hnnnnng. I was just really pleased with everything. I haven't been so excited roleplaying in a long time.
&; Something I am looking into for March, late March, is getting a new dress. I'm going to do some in-store looking and trying on but I saw this dress and I fell in love.
&; ...so I caved and have started catching up on Homestuck because I apparently need Dirk Strider in my life. I'll fess up, I'm doing this for shipping possibilities. I admit it. DIRK/EQUIUS IS CALLING TO ME.
mother_hearted: (Guillo // Baten Kaitos Origins)
Seriously. So many of them.

&; On the last battle of Persona 2: Innocent Sin (PSP) this gaaaaaaaame. I love it and I don't want it to end because I know it's going to be sad and depressing and I am going to want Eternal Punishment anyway ;A; When I finally beat the game I will write up a post of thoughts! Will probably repeat some of my plurks.
&; Spring Semester starts January 16th, I am looking forward to it.

Art History: Pre-history - 1400 (WF) 10:00 am - 11:50 am
Perspectives of Philosophy (MWF) 2:00 pm - 2:50 pm
Health & Wellness (M) 4:00 pm - 6:45 pm
Math for the Liberal Arts (TR) 11:00 am - 12:15 pm
Photography (TR) 2:00 pm - 3:45 pm

Was hoping to avoid another once a week class, still making me wince a bit but. I am happy otherwise \o/ Day classes, don't have to get up too early and don't have to stay on campus all that late. A well needed change from Fall where I was coming home past 9 pm almost every night @_@

Still waiting for some of my books, the ones I rented just need to come in.
&; Have made a personal effort to spend more time out, particularly with friends. It has made my break a lot more fun. I also started keeping a mini food & activity log that I add to at the end of every night. It's really been helping me stay aware of what I've been doing, since my memory likes to go spotty at the oddest times 8|;
&; Yuri Challenge Valentine Assignment! ...Need to start it but I have been thinking about it |D;
&; There's been a large shift in my priorities lately, my body and brain are finally starting to accept them as familiar. This has been a process that's been going on... oh, the last few months. Sometimes it's frightening, I never handle change well, especially social change. But with everything that I've gotten as a result of it, I can say that it's worth it.
&; Waiting for a response via e-mail or telephone about me possibly switching to a new medication. Am feeling much more comfortable with the idea than when it was first brought up >__>; Not being in the throes of an anxiety attack seems to help, ffff.
&; Ignorance and insensitivity towards representation of anything not-straight still drives me up the wall. Sometimes I wish I never talk to people because of it.
&; Overall the state of the Tokiya has been conflicted but happy.
mother_hearted: (Harle // Chrono Cross)
&; I changed my mind. Heavy Metal Lover is my favorite track on Lady Gaga's CD *A*

&; I've done and sent in everything so far for college. Registration date is June 6th. I have until July 15th to send in my payment for Fall semester. No worries. Still thinking on a possible schedule, having five classes will be a nice change from my previous year of three. Hooray full-time /o/

&; ...speaking of dates, I still can't wait for the next round of kink bingo to start up >>;

&; I am exhausted from the gym but feeling so loose from the new stretches I learned with Izy. The shower when I got home helped. I feel a lot better now that I'm working out again, it looks like another afternoon visit on Friday since Izy's got a vet appointment in the morning. This is the weird week. I'll be going more in the morning starting next week, at least on wed and fri.

&; I am slowly but steadily working my way through another 2nd Tales of the Abyss playthrough. It is formulating ideas, now I just need to write them |D;

Also, Guy Cecil.

What are your thighs.

AMAZING THAT'S WHAT.

&; A new summer goal was decided upon tonight: cleaning out & reorganizing my room again. Feeling smothered >____>

&; Night ♥

-1/+1

Nov. 11th, 2010 08:10 pm
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Today was a weird day, pffft, woke up feeling disgustingly sick and missed my Soc class. Normally even if I feel off I go in and grin and bear it but this sick was straggling the line of very possible vomiting and I hate throwing up in public restrooms (this has happened a handful of times sadly) because

1). It makes me feel gross
2). It makes the person who will undoubtedly walk in after I check to see if its clear feel gross
3). Throwing up in general is just not pleasant and if I can avoid it I will

Thankfully I felt better in the afternoon and made it to Anthropology without a fuss.

After Anthropology I finally discovered where my game was |D

I think it was my first legit time flirting (for real) and ajfdklfj;fj;fjafj I told her she had the prettiest hair (because she did) and we talked for a few minutes and yadda yadda ♥ yadda, her phone rang a few moments before I went to pick up my stuff and leave so I not wanting to bother her I chose not to say night or anything, then I went to the door she looked into the mirror and smiled and said bye to me and /HEART FLUTTER AHHHHHH and then I said bye and left and went and told Izy

AND MY NIGHT WAS AWESOME.

/the end
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(To be fair, you can substitute father or brother in that sentence and it would be just as true but for now, Mom is responsible for the following photographed occasion)

Read more... )

And now!

I have many things to talk about. )


And in good spirits, good night ♥
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Today was the day that picked me off my feet and dropped me into the calming pool of calmness ♥

The sky was blue~

The sun shinin'~

Nary a cloud in the sky~

Cool breeze washing over me~

Oh mighty fine weather, you are the one true endorphin rush for me.

Not-so-far-off-in-the-future plot points for Tokiya:

&; Hair cut down at the mall before the heat hits (short hair, I am in the danger of losing you)
&; Purchase of SMT: SJ at GameStop
&; Figure out kinks for [community profile] kinked because Guillo & Sagi have been waiting for this and so have I, more BKO fic go!
&; Keep an eye on misc. IRL stuff because after Summer all of the important dates are coming up

I've a AIM chat planned with Kris tonight, looking forward to SH talk aplenty ♥

Easter Sunday tomorrow, I'll be smiling (for me and all my family) ♥
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On the 13th and 17th I went to go see Burton's Alice in Wonderland.

Riiiiiight after the second viewing I wanted to see it again -w-

It was a visually stunning movie and what I liked especially was the relationship between this Alice and Hatter (or Tarrant, referring to him by both now). The chemistry, Burton you are a cruel man xD; Needless to say I've been watching not only burtons_alice on LJ but alice_tarrant as well. Makes me so happy *A* Save for promotional images and trailers I had remained spoiler free before going to see the movie. I'm glad I did, Alice/Hatter hitting me in the face was a delightful feeling. I know exactly when it happened too.

The scene in the castle where Alice brings back the Hatter in general is one of my favorites but it was this line that did it;

Why is it you're always too small or too tall?

Then I knew, no coming back from that ♥

Yesterday I also bought the soundtrack because Danny Elfman always delivers such gorgeous music.

/shamelessly has Alice's Theme on repeat as well

Other than AiW, Silent Hill and Luceti have been taking up my mind.

Silent Hill 4 takes me a long time to get through but I'm really digging all the psychological elements. And it makes me want to produce all sorts of fic. Recently I've been inspired and have started my mini-epic AU of SH4 with copious amounts of head!canon and Henry as a FtM Transgendered character. I loved Henry and now working on this, I love him even more. The change in dynamics are so interesting and exploring the reasons behind his behavior in game ajfkadfjafja;lfj makes me way to happy. Can't wait to post and share it ♥

Going back to Luceti with Mama Adell has been a total dream. I'm having so much fun creating depth and exploring her character. What I like most is I picked her with just me, the player, in mind, and she's perhaps one of my best picks ever regarding muses. The Disgaea cast is small in Luceti and I don't mind at all, we have her Mama A, Adell, Flonne, and Kurtis. I'm enjoying all the cross fandom CR she just picks up, such an independent character. While she follows the pattern of characters I like to app (Supporting NPCs) she has a much bigger personality and all these complexities to sort through on the inside due to vague canon being vague. (But I don't mind, loving on my head!canon). I joined up in Feb. and came just in time.

Best Luceti love event ever. A week long, deeply emotional affair with conflict and guilt and yearning and yeah. I'm still shipping Hanekoma/Mama A. I regret nothing ♥

Mom + Adell threads I am enjoying immensely. Our Adell is amazing (and delightful to talk to in general) /o/

...I need to update my LJ also. I could crosspost but I. Just don't feel like it.

Eh. That's okay xD

--NG+ starts posting tomorrow, I can't wait to read ♥

*off she goes with happy thoughts*
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/\ I had no idea Brendan Fraser was in Scrubs until tonight. Needless to say, I flailed. God that man, after all these years /o/
/\ 3rd Thursday was a joy to go to last night x3 Walked over to Izy's, sadly Anna couldn't make it but when I was there I got to see Alicia, Pat, Scarlet and Mike. A good time all around, many hugs were shared and hands were held, hee ♥
/\ There is a movie for Priest and I came to know this by this lovely post. Needless to say Karl is in it, I want to see it. Karl playing an ex-priest vampire who thinks he's God? I don't care if the movie is going to be horrible, I must have this experience in my life. This pushes buttons I didn't know I still had, nnng.

Good god it's like Brendan Fraser all over again.

Love him but I sat through so much crap for that man.

/\ And now, some random ficlets I got by asking for random words. I asked for five in all but I'm only posting three tonight, feedback would be lovely ♥

Prompt Given: Hand (8/19)
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII
Characters: Rude + Tifa
Word Count: 250
SFW/NSFW: SFW
Inspired also by this picture


I’m not ready yet. )


Prompt Given: Star (8/19)
Fandom: Tales of Phantasia
Characters: Chester, Ami
Word Count: 324
SFW/NSFW: SFW


I thought you stopped wishing on stars, big brother. )


Prompt Given: Cookie (8/19)
Fandom: The Nightmare Before Christmas
Characters: Jack/Sally
Word Count: 580
SFW/NSFW: SFW


…oh, Jack. )



I'm rusty but I rather liked them x3

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